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You have to learn to be able to take care of yourself in situations you wouldn’t always expect to be in. I can’t even begin to explain the heart sinking feeling when you turn up to set and the girl you’re working with is undeniably in better shape than you.I love my relationship because my other half is just that, my other half. We split bills, we split chores, we help each other out, we buy each other gifts, everything is a balance, an equal partnership. To some men it can be incredibly intimidating to have a woman that earns as much as them, works as hard as them, and is as powerful as them. Or the overwhelming self loathing that occurs when you feel jealousy burning a hole in your chest, wondering why all your friends are booked for the same movie and you’re not.Maybe some girls get into it because they want to make a bit of cash in a short amount of time, but to be a career girl, to be top of your game, this industry knows how to make you work, and after you work that hard it can be soul destroying to see younger, prettier, thinner girls booked instead of you.There are days I don’t even want to get out of bed, days I have gone to set feeling bloated, or sick, and once that movie is released, anonymous internet trolls have torn it to shreds on Twitter, forgetting that I’m a human and that reading about how "she looks like shit here, she’s not as good as she was" is actually incredibly hurtful.A porn star girlfriend is every man’s fantasy, am I right? Yes, we might be slightly numb to nudity and forget that it’s not ok to talk about anal in front of your grandparents, but for the most part, we are normal.Unfortunately, the fantasy may be a lot further away from reality then one might wish for. That being said, it takes a monumental human to be in a relationship with a porn star.
Anyway, I’ve gone off on a tangent, shooting is physically and mentally exhausting, and after a long day on set, all I want to do is pull off these god damn eyelashes, throw on my onesie and put an ice pack on my private parts while I catch up on Game Of Thrones with a green tea and my dog. After spending years traveling the world, living in hotels and model houses, meeting new people every day, and, on most occasions, fucking them, it's hard not to become independent. You have to be pretty self confident to do that right? Remember that our livelihood relies on our body and our looks.According to Love, sex in porn is meant to entertain the viewer, not the participant. Most of the time, afterwards, I don’t even feel like I had sex; I feel like I worked my ass off at a modelling job. I know that this lifestyle doesn’t work for everyone,” he says. Despite sex being "work", Love's career doesn't affect their sex life any more than any other job. We both get to dabble in things that our previous partners were not into.When I’m performing, there’s no room in my head for anything other than making the scene look good. We’re there to entertain YOU, not ourselves,” she says. Our sex life off camera has meaning, love and emotion,” adds Reign. And he doesn't get weirded out when people tell him they've watched his girlfriend. We experiment with BDSM, toys of all types, role play, clothing and lingerie, food play, watersports, I could go on and on.They all want the same things, love, romance, kindness and respect.So many people overlook the fact that they are people and not objects," he says.